Get Back Up

All my best efforts turn to failure
Why can't I do any thing right?
Where did these feelings come from?

I'll get back up and do it again
It's the only way I can survive
Am I so different than any one else?
Probably just another way others control me

Always treating others with respect
Why then do I feel like dirt?
How did I become so low?

I'll get back up and do it again
It's the only way I can survive
You won't see me crying
I won't give you that edge

All my ideas are wasted thoughts
Why don't I have good input?
How can I be useful?

I'll get back up and do it again
It's the only way I can survive
Listening to the laughter
Telling me that I have no idea

Hard to live when you're nothing
Making it another day
How did I survive this long?