Push Pull

Voices calling you
Pulling you
Losing you

Push away Pull away
Always empty inside
Lost from the world
Not part of the herd

Conflict inside
Pain rising
Numb inside

Push away Pull away
Always in the dark
Silent in a crowd
Cloudy out in the sun

Always wrong
Hurting others
Angry again

Push away Pull away
Always sorry now
Head swimming
Drowning outside out