Found?

I finally found the place
Where no one took me wrong
They seen me for what I am
Kind and not out to use them
Having another to talk about nothing

Wishes and dreams give us hope
A good word lifts us up
Seeing our intent builds poise

The reward was all so great
Beyond all that I had wished
How'd I miss finding this place?
Imagine passing it by for so long
Friends and proper thanks

A pat on the back warms inside
Smiles make the sun rise
Listening let's us no you care

When the morning came
The place I found vanished
It wasn't real at all
My reality was all a fake
The one I've know for so long

No like minded friend
Pushes not pats fill my day
Into my hole I climb