Try to Remember

I try to remember
What it was like
How things could be
Why the feeling went away

Was it the pain?
Or just easier to forget
Hard to deal with a loss
Less to see in the dark

It�s hard to imagine
Feelings you don�t have
Like smelling a sea breeze
For the very first time

Was it the touch?
Or just the lack of it
Pushed away
Or pushing away

It�s easy to isolate
Stay by yourself
Listen to the quiet
No one to care

I try to forget
What it was like
How things were
Why I felt that way